| today sucks..... i know what i'm going to do, but it's still not easy to let go...
i've never been very patient... i just went with JB921... so add my new xanga since i don't think i'll be using this one anymore. 3 years is long enough. |
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| i'm going to make a new xanga and retire this one.
i need suggestions for a name though..... so, leave me some ideas please! |
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| i’ll fall in love
fall in love and hold nothing back
from you |
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| well, my surgery went well i guess. i guess i should explain what was wrong before i tell what he did.... i had something called turbinate hypertrophy. basically, the bones inside your nose are supposed to stop growing at a certain point, and mine kept growing so they were too large and were blocking my passageway, making it difficult to breathe through my nose. so my surgeon was going to use needles to try to shrink the bone/tissue through radiowaves. he was also going to use a microdebrider to suction out the extra tissue (he said this process is kinda like a "lipo" type thing...). he wasn't supposed to make any incisions inside of my nose...... well, after the surgery he said he had to make one incision.
so there's been all this packing stuff in my nose....and dried blood. and it just feels like it's full of stuff that i want to blow out. but i'm not allowed to blow my nose. it's the worst feeling. my nose hasn't been hurting very much, but i've had a bad headache ever since i had the surgery.... so the pain pills have been nice for that. it's like all i've been doing the past 3 days is sleeping, watching tv, or sitting at the computer... i'm really tired of just sitting at home. i was hoping to get out tonight with some friends, but i'm still not feeling that great and now hurricane dennis is coming... oh well.
well, i just thought i would update everyone.... thanks for all the prayers :) |
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| i love psalms...
10:17 - Lord, you know the hopes of the helpless. surely you will listen to their cries and comfort them.
22:1-3a - my God, my God! why have you forsaken me? why do you remain so distant? why do you ignore my cries for help? every day i call to you, my God, but you do not answer. every night you hear my voice, but i find no relief. yet you are holy.
34:17 - the Lord hears his people when they call to him for help. he rescues them from all their troubles.
121:1-3 - i look up to the mountains -- does my help come from there? my help comes from the Lord, who made the heavens and the earth! he will not let you stumble and fall; the one who watches over you will not sleep.
145:14 - the Lord helps the fallen and lifts those bent beneath their loads.
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